no goodbyes

In a span of one’s life, a person would meet a unique entity; an individual who could only exist in an egotistical reverie…
There is always a fine line between immaturity and plain insensitivity..
there is a big difference between destiny and coincidence.. Whereas the latter hails from a more perplexed reality..
Naivitie, before, has been a scapegoat to the angst of disappointment but then again it served as a stepping stone in order to witness a different change..
I am proud to share that i have, in one way or another, experienced such oppurtunity - to get to know a person who exudes a certain irony,an undecerned mystery, an affable insurgence..
Her name, behind a gleeful exterior, is known by many as someone dependable..(though she says the opposite)
An admiration of respect is best shown by the way she acts, talks and brings herself…
Funny, how sometimes she would eagerly argue things that should or would stand out….
Her aura seems to be intoxicatingly eloquent.. she is as decietful as a butterfly yet her charm gets the best of her…
Reminiscing back at the old days, i could still vividly remember how dumbfounded i was.. yes, we were young and i was childish.. I regret that i never saw the oppurtinity that would eventually lead to a more meaningful friendship.. But it wasnt all that bad, for one thing, i saw something in her, a hint or a clue, you might say, that would tell you that she’d be a unique blend; more than a total package…
Her story is like no other…
She was always head strong; a damsel who did not need the grace of promiscuity or even the shared hype of popularity just so she could seek happiness…
I’d always admire her from afar… I dont know what but she has always this "thing" that when she smiles, moves or acts, she exudes an unrivaled confidence beyond her age… and that confidence seems to calm me… it makes me assured that this girl would go far; that she would be standing out in the real world…
She is a princess to me.. a royalty shrouded with humility…
Although I may not necessarily be her prince charming but i will definitely always be her gummy, her knight in not-so-shining armor.. (wink2x)
Her love and her passion is incomparable… When she gives it, she gives it selflessly.. I envy her for such devotion… her careful heart seems to be the holy grail that guys might seek in a lifetime… Yet i am still troubled as to why someone could hurt such precious jewel…
I have witnessed her pain, heartaches and denials..
Yet her matured heart always picks her up and helps her stand with her head high and eyes open…
I smile at the thought that she had finally (well almost) learned
True indeed, one would learn, after awhile, the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul..
She, in more ways than one, has been there for me..
Her presence would bring a special kind of relief; a soothing effect to my everyday burden
She epitomizes what a true friend truly is - When she says she going to be by your side, she is going to be there…
I love her company not only because she’s an angel to be with but there would always be a quirky way in which things would end up… From the never-ending trivias to the promises and deals; each of them is a treasure worth keeping for a lifetime…
She has this uncanny aptitude when she talks, you would seem to go into a deep trance and end up listening to her so intently…

I cherish that i have come to know such person, a bestfriend (if there’s a category beyond that she’d fit perfectly) and my princess..
I wish to cite a million things here…But then again i know i’d be just missing her a million more..

I hate this… i hate the fact that we are growing up so fast…
That pretty soon, one of us would eventually leave.. (sigh =C)
That i would not anymore see her walk the stage and become a lady in completion

I am thankful though..
Thankful in the sense that even for a short period of time, we were able to spend time together
we got to laugh, cry and pour our hearts out.. That we were able to enjoy things and be contented with simple stuffs..

Im proud of her really.. I know for sure that she’d do well; that she’s going to make her plans a reality…
I keep telling myself, she’s going to be great..With her beauty, wits and charm, nobody can stop her…

And after everything has been said and done, i wish i would meet her again.. i would see her living her dream… That’s the time i’ll know, that i was right..
When that day comes, i hope she would still be the girl who inspired me… the lady who was there for me.. the reason for my smile…

Smile princess.. Keep smiling, for me..

Created: March 3rd, 2008