Its been 8 days now, almost 8 days straight....
My body clock seems all mixed up...
Sleepless nights, trying but not succeeding...
Ever since I was hospitalized..
It's weird.. I don't know the reason but it almost feels good...
almost..not yet...
hmm... But why do i show no sign of diminished strength..
If you could accumulate the hours that i slept it wouldn't even reach a full day...
I know something has to be wrong.. This is not me..
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
The Year That Was
Hmmm.. here comes another "end of the year" blog. Well, i dont care, its my blog and you can't do anything about it.(hahaha)
I just like to reminisce and share the things that had happened to me.
2008, i consider would be the best and unique year of my life...Many unexpected things happened. Twist and turn and mazes and such..hahaha
All in all, it was a fun and blessed year.
Let's start off at
January:
the month i turned (hmmm.. we palan) 21..
Legal age.woohoo hahaha Big Deal. It's the Philippines, who ever heard of "only 21 and up"..hahaha
3 months before my college life ends. Everyone was rushing and excited.
And oh yeah, mom turned 49. (hehe) She had so many birthday cakes as usual. from every bakeshop in town courtesy of the Med Companies.hehe
February:
Valentines Day was almost perfect. Singles were livin' it.hehe
My bes and I decided to eat out instead.hehe (hmp, i miss her)
This month sucked as it made quite a scare on the whole family.
Mom had TIA (Transient Ischemic Attack). and it almost effed up the entire year for me.
Man, i was so worried and down that time that you wouldnt even recognize that it was me.
At this time, i had some arguments and misunderstanding with some close friends, yeah, it wasn't really a good month.
Fortunately, mom recovered and she's now noisy and healthy again. :)
March:
25 days before graduation, i recieved the news that i had to decide whether to attend my graduation ceremonies or fly with my aunt and her family to the states. Given that my family has a tendency to be hysterical, i chose the latter.
I broke out the news to my friends, my crew, and my peeps..
We had the best despidida for me at least.. Basketball, Swimming and Foods, it couldnt have been any better...hahaha
March 21st; im off to LA..
I had mixed feelings.. I was happy I get to experience what most of my colleagues aimed to do, yet i was sad coz i'd be missing out on my college graduation and senior's night.
I tried to keep myself preoccupied in Cali.. going to places, visiting the scenes and enjoy every experience a new to me.
March 30; I couldnt forget this day. I was missing my friends. Seeing their pics on the net at the seniors night a couple of nights before, almost crushed my heart.
I spent my Graduation at Disneyland instead.
April:
Fun times: Off to Indiana and chicago. Picture picture.. Gorging on foods. Sky's the limit.
We went to relatives and friends..
Last week of April. New Jersey time. More picture picture.
and the 24oz steak FTW!!!
May:
Sent back to LA, to test the water they say..
Stayed in Carson at my cousin and his family.
My nephew and nieces are such rascals but they're sweet.
I miss them calling me, "tito kit kit"
I miss them...
June:
I realized that i was officially unemployed. It sucked.hahaha
So i started to look for work. Found a part time job that payed decent.
Them folks I worked for were nice. God Bless them..
July:
My first forth of July. Fireworks all over.
Hmm Finally mastered the Bus Route of the whole bay area of LA.
And a friend finally revealed something to me, and so prince poco's search began. (nice Bang!)
August:
I'm off to Palm Bay, Florida.
Best times. It was the most fun place i've been to in the states. I really enjoyed my stay there though it was short.
I miss tito dandan, tita au and my cousins alexis and arvin.
August 25th; going home..
only a few people knew.. coz i had to come home early.
Stayed in manila for 2 weeks..
Met up with some friends.
September:
Going home to Naga for the first time in about 6months..
I planned a surpise.. it was for kitten... it was her birthday..
Homecoming for me..
It was a fun month
get together with friends, old and new..
it was kinda like a post graduation party for me..
Parteeh!!
October:
Sembreak and wat not
Sent to Manila to review for the Boards.. (struggle) hehe
But before reviewing, roadtrip.. Pampanga muna..hehe
November:
Lie low mode.
Nothing much happened..
Started to workout again but sadly didn't worked out..hahaha
I realized something during this month.. and it was the best feeling..;)
Nov 29 and 30; wahahaha bored while taking the board..
December:
Finally found my bubble princess.
I went home to Naga just to see her.
Litz Xmas Party! One for the records. wootwoot!!!
New years eve..hehehe
Summing up, 2008 was a very good year. Sure I made some mishaps and not-so-good decisions. It was a topsy-turvy ride. I may have said things that i really didn't mean. Committed mistakes and what not. Its all part of how things came to a beautiful end.
Props to everyone who made my year, a year to remember..
shout out to dani (butterflew), jaze (tinky) and ate gleng (trolleng)! Thanks to those long talks and fun conversations. Thanks to all those cheering, corny jokes, kampihan na hindi umuubra and support. I miss you girls! Good luck in the paths we choose.. Never stop believing, and never stop dreaming.
to the "HTG" crew, namely Superman, Spiderman, The Dog and the Duckling.. Let us all continue to support the members and lets leave the past in the past. Time for change guys. No hard feelings, all but love yall..hahaha
-Superman, goodluck to wonder girl. Take care of her, i know you will.
-Spiderman, asikaso brad.. ung promise mo..
-Dog, haup ka! magpacondition ka na.. Thanks sa jaming..hehe
- Duckling, congratz.. good to have you back!
Also to my nursing tropa.. ate angie, kuya vher, tintin, tina, judith, jho, seth, kateh and dothy...
Sa mga RN, goodluck sa career. Sa mga mommy and magiging momy, yaon c mama pedeng pedia..hhaha vitamins gusto nio..hehehe Sa mga matatanda ay sa matanda pala, magayos ka na..ang mga anak mo gutom na..hahaha at sa mga katulad kong walang hilig sa nursing pero dahil sa nursing nagkakilala tau so all's good, goodluck sa atin kung saan man tau patungo..hehehe I miss you guys..
-ate angie, wahaha 23 ka na.. love you!
- kuya vher, ay kung age ang paguusapan, no comment nyahaha.. Thanks for everything bro
-tintin, salamat sa support at sa tulong.. thanks for being there. lab u ermana!
- tina, ling ling q.. thanks for being an inspiration for me this year..and i know you will still be my inspiration. Keep rockin gurl..u know im always proud of you.. missin you always.. love you so...
-mommy dudith, miss na kita... miss ka na namin.. goodluck sa lahat.. yey! grad parteeh!!
-jho, ninong and ninang kami.... congratz and miss ka na rin namin.. get together..woohoo...ingats!
-seth, kung nasan ka man, miss ka na namin.. keep jaming to the rhasta groove.. tagapailing..wahaha
-kateh, salamat sa jaraming.. mabuti ka pa kahit nasa legaspi, u seem to find time for us.. thanks sa lahat... invited dapat kami sa kasal..hahaha miss you kulet!
And of course, i'd like to thank my family( including cousins and relatives) for all their support. With out them, my year wouldn't turn out to be this way. I love you all!! I'm a certified mama's boy.. so are my bros..hehehe
And to MANOY JESS..i may have been naughty and nice,but still I know you know that my faith is in you.. BIL3x... I leave my future in your hands... wherever where you want me to be.. basta ikaw Lord..
THANKS 2008. YOU'VE BEEN GREAT
BUT 09 IS MY TIME..HEHEHE SEE YAH!
I just like to reminisce and share the things that had happened to me.
2008, i consider would be the best and unique year of my life...Many unexpected things happened. Twist and turn and mazes and such..hahaha
All in all, it was a fun and blessed year.
Let's start off at
January:
the month i turned (hmmm.. we palan) 21..
Legal age.woohoo hahaha Big Deal. It's the Philippines, who ever heard of "only 21 and up"..hahaha
3 months before my college life ends. Everyone was rushing and excited.
And oh yeah, mom turned 49. (hehe) She had so many birthday cakes as usual. from every bakeshop in town courtesy of the Med Companies.hehe
February:
Valentines Day was almost perfect. Singles were livin' it.hehe
My bes and I decided to eat out instead.hehe (hmp, i miss her)
This month sucked as it made quite a scare on the whole family.
Mom had TIA (Transient Ischemic Attack). and it almost effed up the entire year for me.
Man, i was so worried and down that time that you wouldnt even recognize that it was me.
At this time, i had some arguments and misunderstanding with some close friends, yeah, it wasn't really a good month.
Fortunately, mom recovered and she's now noisy and healthy again. :)
March:
25 days before graduation, i recieved the news that i had to decide whether to attend my graduation ceremonies or fly with my aunt and her family to the states. Given that my family has a tendency to be hysterical, i chose the latter.
I broke out the news to my friends, my crew, and my peeps..
We had the best despidida for me at least.. Basketball, Swimming and Foods, it couldnt have been any better...hahaha
March 21st; im off to LA..
I had mixed feelings.. I was happy I get to experience what most of my colleagues aimed to do, yet i was sad coz i'd be missing out on my college graduation and senior's night.
I tried to keep myself preoccupied in Cali.. going to places, visiting the scenes and enjoy every experience a new to me.
March 30; I couldnt forget this day. I was missing my friends. Seeing their pics on the net at the seniors night a couple of nights before, almost crushed my heart.
I spent my Graduation at Disneyland instead.
April:
Fun times: Off to Indiana and chicago. Picture picture.. Gorging on foods. Sky's the limit.
We went to relatives and friends..
Last week of April. New Jersey time. More picture picture.
and the 24oz steak FTW!!!
May:
Sent back to LA, to test the water they say..
Stayed in Carson at my cousin and his family.
My nephew and nieces are such rascals but they're sweet.
I miss them calling me, "tito kit kit"
I miss them...
June:
I realized that i was officially unemployed. It sucked.hahaha
So i started to look for work. Found a part time job that payed decent.
Them folks I worked for were nice. God Bless them..
July:
My first forth of July. Fireworks all over.
Hmm Finally mastered the Bus Route of the whole bay area of LA.
And a friend finally revealed something to me, and so prince poco's search began. (nice Bang!)
August:
I'm off to Palm Bay, Florida.
Best times. It was the most fun place i've been to in the states. I really enjoyed my stay there though it was short.
I miss tito dandan, tita au and my cousins alexis and arvin.
August 25th; going home..
only a few people knew.. coz i had to come home early.
Stayed in manila for 2 weeks..
Met up with some friends.
September:
Going home to Naga for the first time in about 6months..
I planned a surpise.. it was for kitten... it was her birthday..
Homecoming for me..
It was a fun month
get together with friends, old and new..
it was kinda like a post graduation party for me..
Parteeh!!
October:
Sembreak and wat not
Sent to Manila to review for the Boards.. (struggle) hehe
But before reviewing, roadtrip.. Pampanga muna..hehe
November:
Lie low mode.
Nothing much happened..
Started to workout again but sadly didn't worked out..hahaha
I realized something during this month.. and it was the best feeling..;)
Nov 29 and 30; wahahaha bored while taking the board..
December:
Finally found my bubble princess.
I went home to Naga just to see her.
Litz Xmas Party! One for the records. wootwoot!!!
New years eve..hehehe
Summing up, 2008 was a very good year. Sure I made some mishaps and not-so-good decisions. It was a topsy-turvy ride. I may have said things that i really didn't mean. Committed mistakes and what not. Its all part of how things came to a beautiful end.
Props to everyone who made my year, a year to remember..
shout out to dani (butterflew), jaze (tinky) and ate gleng (trolleng)! Thanks to those long talks and fun conversations. Thanks to all those cheering, corny jokes, kampihan na hindi umuubra and support. I miss you girls! Good luck in the paths we choose.. Never stop believing, and never stop dreaming.
to the "HTG" crew, namely Superman, Spiderman, The Dog and the Duckling.. Let us all continue to support the members and lets leave the past in the past. Time for change guys. No hard feelings, all but love yall..hahaha
-Superman, goodluck to wonder girl. Take care of her, i know you will.
-Spiderman, asikaso brad.. ung promise mo..
-Dog, haup ka! magpacondition ka na.. Thanks sa jaming..hehe
- Duckling, congratz.. good to have you back!
Also to my nursing tropa.. ate angie, kuya vher, tintin, tina, judith, jho, seth, kateh and dothy...
Sa mga RN, goodluck sa career. Sa mga mommy and magiging momy, yaon c mama pedeng pedia..hhaha vitamins gusto nio..hehehe Sa mga matatanda ay sa matanda pala, magayos ka na..ang mga anak mo gutom na..hahaha at sa mga katulad kong walang hilig sa nursing pero dahil sa nursing nagkakilala tau so all's good, goodluck sa atin kung saan man tau patungo..hehehe I miss you guys..
-ate angie, wahaha 23 ka na.. love you!
- kuya vher, ay kung age ang paguusapan, no comment nyahaha.. Thanks for everything bro
-tintin, salamat sa support at sa tulong.. thanks for being there. lab u ermana!
- tina, ling ling q.. thanks for being an inspiration for me this year..and i know you will still be my inspiration. Keep rockin gurl..u know im always proud of you.. missin you always.. love you so...
-mommy dudith, miss na kita... miss ka na namin.. goodluck sa lahat.. yey! grad parteeh!!
-jho, ninong and ninang kami.... congratz and miss ka na rin namin.. get together..woohoo...ingats!
-seth, kung nasan ka man, miss ka na namin.. keep jaming to the rhasta groove.. tagapailing..wahaha
-kateh, salamat sa jaraming.. mabuti ka pa kahit nasa legaspi, u seem to find time for us.. thanks sa lahat... invited dapat kami sa kasal..hahaha miss you kulet!
And of course, i'd like to thank my family( including cousins and relatives) for all their support. With out them, my year wouldn't turn out to be this way. I love you all!! I'm a certified mama's boy.. so are my bros..hehehe
And to MANOY JESS..i may have been naughty and nice,but still I know you know that my faith is in you.. BIL3x... I leave my future in your hands... wherever where you want me to be.. basta ikaw Lord..
THANKS 2008. YOU'VE BEEN GREAT
BUT 09 IS MY TIME..HEHEHE SEE YAH!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
DOUBLE DOUBLE
It was a good feeling..
For the first time in months I had a chance to relive the past. After all the injuries, i constantly told myself that I wouldn't be able to rock the ball. It was a painful fate but I had accepted it, however the calling was too much..
After a dozen of sessions of rehab, I tried to make a comeback. But I knew I was out of shape, and out of breath.. Loss after loss, I reminded myself that I wasn't the player I used to be.. Unfortunately, with each loss, it was like punch after punch; hitting directly at my weakened confidence.. Each blow was like a persistent echo, telling me that this sport is not for me..
All banged up, guts bulging out and a sore ankle, I had to find my resolve. It was the final test, if it was meant to be..
So I stepped on the hardcourt thinking that this would be my last if ever i lose.
It was my battleground. A different field of battle; far more physical, far more serious than what I was used to back home. It was a nostalgic feeling; seeing opponents matched with your strength, size and then some.. A fast phase where no wimps need to apply. I relish the challenge - bumps after bumps, hard cuts and elbows everywhere.
After just a few minutes, I was having a hard time and then I was exhausted as hell but I knew I still had it in me..
So for one last hurdle, I commanded every strength in me and went on.
It was so much fun. Lady luck was shining on me for she blessed me with skilled teammates.
They somehow brought back the old me.
After taking the lead, we never held back.
I was battling for rebounds, defending and scoring..
It was really a great feeling..
10 and 10 is a good start, right?
Its a sign...
I will fly again..
For the first time in months I had a chance to relive the past. After all the injuries, i constantly told myself that I wouldn't be able to rock the ball. It was a painful fate but I had accepted it, however the calling was too much..
After a dozen of sessions of rehab, I tried to make a comeback. But I knew I was out of shape, and out of breath.. Loss after loss, I reminded myself that I wasn't the player I used to be.. Unfortunately, with each loss, it was like punch after punch; hitting directly at my weakened confidence.. Each blow was like a persistent echo, telling me that this sport is not for me..
All banged up, guts bulging out and a sore ankle, I had to find my resolve. It was the final test, if it was meant to be..
So I stepped on the hardcourt thinking that this would be my last if ever i lose.
It was my battleground. A different field of battle; far more physical, far more serious than what I was used to back home. It was a nostalgic feeling; seeing opponents matched with your strength, size and then some.. A fast phase where no wimps need to apply. I relish the challenge - bumps after bumps, hard cuts and elbows everywhere.
After just a few minutes, I was having a hard time and then I was exhausted as hell but I knew I still had it in me..
So for one last hurdle, I commanded every strength in me and went on.
It was so much fun. Lady luck was shining on me for she blessed me with skilled teammates.
They somehow brought back the old me.
After taking the lead, we never held back.
I was battling for rebounds, defending and scoring..
It was really a great feeling..
10 and 10 is a good start, right?
Its a sign...
I will fly again..
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